If you have lived bravely, you should also die with dignity.

Death, like birth, growth, maturity, childbirth and aging, is a reality and a necessity. I am afraid of going from bad to worse. I am afraid of relying on others, dragging down relatives and the humiliation brought by pain and despair, far more than I am afraid of death. Cherish the days together One day at dinner, I opened a bottle of red wine and poured Grandma a cup bottom. Grandma tasted it and said: Well, yes, like Shi wine from my hometown, pour me some more. I filled her another cup and let her enjoy it slowly. Grandma tasted the wine very carefully, and her expression was very satisfied and serene, which made people feel steadfast and warm. As Read More …

PICU’s impermanence and joy

I am a nurse, a PICU nurse. PICU, Pediatric Intensive Care Unit, I’m going to talk about some of the joys and sorrows I saw when I was a nurse in PICU. PICU is much happier Story 1: [I’m nursing] Parents are not allowed to accompany the children in PICU, so the children’s eating, drinking, pulling and scattering are all under the care of the nurses. The younger children eat the milk prepared in the department, while the older children deliver meals from home or order meals in the canteen. One night shift, WeChat notification in my pocket kept shaking, so I became angry and replied: [Quiet! I’m feeding the baby! ] All the gay friends who knew I had Read More …